Sunday, May 07, 2006
youth mass
oh, i also forgot to say why i was feeling so tai tai-ish on friday, it was cus i was wearing a
fila sleeveless polo top and going around, covering the logo and saying, "nonono, i cannot go into ze rain, i'm wearing moi new hundred zollar Ralph Lauren top! nonono, this cannot do!" well, i didn't really say that, but i was so tempted to, haha. but this isn't why i'm posting when it's already eleven and i haven't even started studying for my history exam tomorrow, with is equivalent to committing suicide.
i'm gonna post about youth mass yesterday! yay, at first i had like SO MANY peepole to go with la, but then i had none. at first, i had at least 20 peepole to go with cus our cat class teacher told us that attendence would be taken, then we didn't have to go for cat class the next day, so of course everyone will come right. so then, in the end the cat class teacher told us it was not compulsory anymore cus they won't be taking attendence, why the change of plans? i don't know, but that left me with theresse to go with only. cus the night before yesterday, which was the youth mass night, theresse was talking about it n so i said she could go with me. so the mass was at 7.30, i was leaving around 6.30, and you know what that girl did?! she pang seh-ed me!
at the last minute somemore! then i tried asking heydi, cus i was the one who told her that it was not compulsory anymore, and made her not want to go. but she said she really wanted to stay home to study. then i asked clarissa, she said she was very willing, haha! so in my dreams. and everyone i begged told me to go with my sister, but i didn't cus i would feel so extra with her friends, and i would feel so damned guilty cus before, i told her that i didn't want to go with her cus she was going early and yeah, i would still end with being extra even if i were to meet a friend on time. but i really didn't want to go alone, and i definately didn't want to just skip the whole thing because the other time i did that, i felt soo shit, and not to mention guilty. theresse, if you're reading this, i next time then dun wan go out with you anymore, you
always pang seh me lor. and
at the last minute. ohohoh! u wanna go out with me on the - haha, no la, just kidding, but i'm still angry at you lor! cheat my feelings, hahaha!
but yeah, on a serious note, after
asking begging everyone to go with me, but still failed, i guiltily asked my sister whether i could go with her, and she was all "yeah, sure!". oh man, this reminds me of the prodigal son parable, the one where the son took all his father's money and left home, but when he realised that he had no more money and couldn't stand working for this farmer and living with the pigs anymore, he came back to his father and his father welcomed him with open arms. ... well, except not so intense, haha. and i think i had a lot of fun. and there was this point of time where one bunch of friends from my cat class came cus they didn't get the message that it was not compulsory, and they sat with me cus i was sitting alone, waiting for my sister to finish whatever she was doing to prepare for the mass. so we were just there, sitting and not really talking, and my sister even asked me whether i wanted to sit with them or i could sit next to where she was going to sit. so i sat next to her, yay.
i love my sister, even though she may have serious mood swings, and when i say serious, i mean SERIOUS, but she can be really nice when she wants to, and that's like, majority of time. and without her, i probably wouldn't be this creature i am now (don't ask me whether that's a good thing or not) but i'm really happy of who i am and who i'm living with too. well, maybe not my brother, but who cares, i was directing it at Francesca. and oh man, i swear i'll be regretting i wrote any of this by her next mood swing, or the next time i steal her stuff and she kills me for it, but -add some cliche ending here-. yeah, haha, i'm so trying to make this sound not cliche, but i think i failed miserably. oh well! i don't do this often anyway. so back to what i was saying... i love me!
GONE SHOPPING, 5/07/2006 11:20:00 pm
