Sunday, May 13, 2007
my mommy said that liars go to hell
well i say that liars lose the trust of their friends.
well, yeah, i know i'm not entirely Honest Abe all the time, i lied to my brother today without even noticing it, just because him being a little boy makes it feel as if whatever i say to him won't matter, such like telling him the toy sponge crocodile in the toilet would grow to become really big and bite him, or that if he was too greedy, his arms would fall off. honestly you'd think that these little things you say won't affect him. but you have nooo idea, it so does. today, he made a big fuss when my dad switched the fan on, cus someone told him that the house would blow up if the fan was switched on. he started crying and i seriously thought that if the fan wouldn't blow the house up, his screams would.
i realised that when i see some friends lie to other people, i lose trust in those friends, especially those who make up extensive stories and whatever they tell that other person are lies. i feel that since they are so comfortable telling elaborate lies to other people, why not to me too? and then i would go on to think that they are probably backstabbing me, yes i know i'm paranoid. but it's so true, how would you know that your best friend isn't just pretending to be your best friend? that your boyfriend isn't just pretending to be your boyfriend? that your CAT is actually a COW!?!
haha, ignore that last line.
and although i do lie once in a while, at least i try to stop once i realised that i'm actually lying. but some people even ASK me to help them think of a story or make some totally untrue excuse to tell someone else. wouldn't this then, instead of getting the person off your back, actually MISLEAD the person to think that you WANT to go out with her or whatever, but just can't? a white lie is still as such, a LIE.
so yeah, i kind of don't trust them anymore, and it makes me wonder whether the whole friendship was just a lie. but this doesn't mean for you to not lie to other people ONLY when i'm there, it means to STOP LYING.
GONE SHOPPING, 5/13/2007 11:28:00 pm
