Wednesday, July 23, 2008 The Baffled King Composing Hallelujah
WHOOHOOOOOO!HAPPY 200th POSTTT!!!*throws confetti* YAY YAY YAY. (audrey, how's the baby!
oh maaaan, i don't really wanna blog! hahaha! reason beeeeingggg that i have SO MANY MANY MANY MANY THINGS TO TALK ABOUT AND I THINK I WILL TAKE THE WHOLE DAY! but cus i love you so, i shall do this SPECIALLY FOR YOU. yeah, and if you don't want to read then you can go and die. HOKESSS... the night before the... OKAY, FORGET IT. I CANNOT. JUST THINKING ABOUT WHAT I'LL HAVE TO WRITE ABOUT SCARES ME. thus...you watch.
YES SORRY I MISSED OUT WEELYN'S NAME. APPARENTLY I DIDN'T NOTICE SHE WAS AT THE AIRPORT CUS IT WAS TOO DARK. SORRY WEE, I AM REALLY SORRY. I STILL LOVE YOU WEE.
HAHA, ok don't laugh!!! err, it's a little late to say that hor. hahaha, i really felt quite dumb doing talking to the camera! couldn't stop laughing, hahaha, see my first attempt! HAHA.
cab fareee! can die, i counted ok! 5 cents per 5 seconds! our hotel. got fire place too! our view. this was taken on tuesday, when walking to the city. (we freaking walked EVERYWHERE. dunno why, mother likes to walk) quaint little houses. there were a few old buildings around which looks very nice. very mini doughnuts! super cute, the size of your palm. third day, wendesday, when i checked into my room. this is my bed before. and my bed after! and i did it all myself! (almost) i am so cool. the church i go to. which is veryvery pretty. fourth day, thursday, on our way to Uni of Sydney. this is broadway which is very near the uni. flower! damn cute right! reminds me of Alice in Wonderland. changchangchang! UNI OF SYDNEY! oldest uni in Australia. where part of Harry Potter was filmed. where the dungeons are hunted. where all the cool kids go. courtyards and large patches of grass. walking to the city. again. the pope's arrival on a boat at Darling Harbour was shown on the teevee. there were many statues of Jesus around and all were painted differently. this was the most interesting. according to the description, Jesus is seen as a super hero to many people, which is why he was painted red and blue- superman colours. and on his hands are painted the signs for money and peace. and his body is painted to look like a skeleton to represent the mexican's Day of the Dead thing. so on overall, it's meant to represent the death of people's beliefs, that Jesus is not a superhero but our God or something like that. this place is really cute, there's like those paddle boats and kids on the mini bungee jumping thing.Darling Habour!!! there's the big teevee to show the arrival of the pope too. Darling Habour at night, veryvery pretty.Lindt shop! they have super ah pui macaroons! and there's this champaign flavour, veryvery good! nice viewsunday! at the race course, waiting for mass to begin. all the pilgrims camped overnight, omgxyz.that red thing over there is the alter.policemen still ride on horses here! to patrol the smaller streets and all la.random grafitti. that's catherine (left) and jocelyn! on the right. joce is from singaporeee.I LOVE THE SEAGULLS! why don't they have them in singapore?seagulls!so finding nemoish! and they really try to grab your food.seagull which stole my mother's noodles. poke you.
OHOHOH, I HAVE GOTTEN AN ELJAAAAY! I WILL BE BLOGGING THERE FROM NOW ONWARDS. YAY. http://talktothemax.livejournal.com COOL RIGHT COOL RIGHT. BYEEEE. I WILL MISS YOU SNOTTY HANDKERCHIEF!
GONE SHOPPING,7/23/2008 02:32:00 pm
Monday, July 14, 2008 If You Don't Leave, How Am I Supposed to Miss You?
oh man.
ohhhh man.
I am scared.
and it's not the "ii sCaReD lEhXx!" kind of scared.
it's the "I. Am. Freaking. Scared." kind of scared.
i'm talking about being on my own, facing the books. i haven't gotten over feeling like such a big, fat failure after the Os. i've just forgotten it. i am now alone in this battle against academics. i am such a loser. and i realised that i do not do anything where it's a must to succeed anymore. i'd just avoid getting myself involved. and i only join when it's only for fun, or failing isn't such a big deal. you could call it a phobia. caused by the disappointments after SYF and Os. i really admire people like ethel and becky who i've seen working their guts out for good results, then get disappointed, and then picking themselves up almost immediately and hitting the books again, telling themselves that they've just got to work yet even harder. i am such a wuss, i fail and say that i have no idea where i went wrong and i've already worked so hard, i couldn't have worked harder.
amd i simply refuse to give myself another chance for the fear of failing.
what. a. failure.
on a lighter note, i am truly touched by people who have written blog posts/farewell smses/love letters/post cards especially. *COUGH*chrys*COUGH* my love goes out to all of you and i will reread all of them when i'm in aussie and missing ya'll ever so much. i am trying really hard to express how i feel in words and this is extremely difficult. please know that will be thinking of you and willing to be home real soon. 5 months is gonna pass really quick (i am trying to convince myself about this) and you'll be in my heart always.
my bags are packed, I'm ready to go I'm standin' here outside your door I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
I'm ...
There's so many times I've let you down So many times I've played around I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you Every song I sing, I sing for you When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you One more time, oh, let me kiss you And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come When I won't have to leave alone About the times that I won't have to say ...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I'll be back again Oh, babe, I hate to go
GONE SHOPPING,7/14/2008 06:07:00 am
Sunday, July 13, 2008 May I See You on Monday?
haha, that's an actual song! and a pretty nice song as well.
righto, POLL! POLL! POLL! WEELYN WINS! WOOHOOOOOO. *throws confetti* C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S ! !
HAHA. okkk, it's not as if people who commented actually voted, but people have told me verbally that they think weelyn's picture is worse and they don't want to comment it cus they are afraid that weelyn, under the influence of drugs, might get her gang and beat them up like prata. so yeah, names shall not be disclosed, HAHA. and one person has told me that my ah lian picture actually looks cute. *COUGH*bex*COUGH*
HAHA.HAHA.HAHAHAHAHAHA. i dunno what's wrong with her.
oh, and lastest news, my mother and i will be leaving on monday, and my sister on wednesday. some delays with visa and all. so... wow, yeah, no one is going to see me off, i was gonna depend on my sister's boyfriend to add to the 'crowd' and right, well now i guess not.
oh hahahaha, chrys will be so proud of me! i have started packing! and my mother also took out all our old winter clothes from past trips and we had some fun with them. oomg, my first thought: "WHERE'S WALLY?!" HAHAHA. the scarf is daaamn cute la! yes, mochi's tail is cute too. haha, my bro's tail very long. ohoh, he's wearing my ski suit from my trip to Korea when i was 7 i think. oh man, he is 5 this year and the suit is too small for him!
okokok. watch!
OMGGG, IT'S NOISY, IT'S CRAZY, IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE DANCING JUST LIKE THAT. it's damn cool.